My mood recently has been a mix of emotions. I am feeling both positive and negative, excited and anxious all at once. On the one hand, I am really happy with all the things that have been happening in my life lately. I’m graduating college soon and have found some success professionally which is very exciting to me. This makes me feel optimistic about the future, hopeful for what’s to come, and energized to keep pushing forward towards my goals. However, this also leads to some anxiety as there are so many unknowns and risks associated with taking such big steps in life. I worry about making mistakes or not living up to expectations, so I often find myself second-guessing decisions or questioning if this is really what’s best for me.

On the other hand, sometimes these feelings can be overwhelming and exhausting which leads to moments of sadness or depression as well. Even though I’m generally in a good place mentally there are still days when it can be hard to push forward due to the pressures of life that tend weigh on us from time to time – whether it be school stress, financial troubles, relationship issues etc.. All these things combined can make it difficult to stay motivated even when you know deep down that you’re capable of achieving your goals if given enough effort and dedication.